It really is. I know a lot of people feel like it's a pain or hassle to get back in the game (especially after a tough breakup), but why not be open to meeting new people? Do you really have anything to lose? You can only really gain a great new relationship.
In the past few weeks I have discovered a great free dating site (changed over since my subscriptions have expired) and have been quite active on it. It's a nice reminder that there are plenty of guys out there that find me attractive. I have found a new confidence in myself, and have a lot clearer picture of the type of person that would be compatible with me in a relationship.
Even when I have gone on some dates where there was no spark, it was no big deal. He didn't call? So what! It hasn't discouraged me at all because I know I have hit it off with others who I'm still in contact with. I have the power to pick and choose who I'd like date. The key is recognizing if they feel the same way or not after meeting them or going on a few dates (guys aren't very direct about that usually) so you don't waste your time with someone that isn't interested... because you deserve someone that IS interested and appreciates you for the amazing human being you are!
I have dates with 2 different guys this weekend, and if I'm lucky one of them will keep sticking around :)
Friday, July 31, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
bummed out
Ever have one of those days where you're just plain mad and annoyed?
Not at anyone in particular, just at life itself and how unfair it can be at times. I saw a movie last night that woke up this feeling in me.
I'm mad that cancer exists and causes people suffering and that they eventually lose their lives.
I'm mad that people fall in love and find someone amazing only to have that person pass away.
I'm mad that the love I once had didn't want to stay, and at breakups in general.
I'm mad that people's bodies are put in the ground to rot in a coffin once they pass away.
I'm mad that some people try so hard to help, but things never work out in their favor.
I'm just mad. And annoyed. And just bummed out about things.
Yes I know, this is temporary and in a few hours the feeling will pass.
Not at anyone in particular, just at life itself and how unfair it can be at times. I saw a movie last night that woke up this feeling in me.
I'm mad that cancer exists and causes people suffering and that they eventually lose their lives.
I'm mad that people fall in love and find someone amazing only to have that person pass away.
I'm mad that the love I once had didn't want to stay, and at breakups in general.
I'm mad that people's bodies are put in the ground to rot in a coffin once they pass away.
I'm mad that some people try so hard to help, but things never work out in their favor.
I'm just mad. And annoyed. And just bummed out about things.
Yes I know, this is temporary and in a few hours the feeling will pass.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 is time to sparkle and shine
Dear 2008,
I hereby dub you my Year of Discovery. You get my 'Most Creative Year' award. All in all, it was a fortunate year for me - I finally have a nice stable job, made a bunch of new friends through my Buddhist practice, and discovered a new determination and confidence in myself that I didn't think I had. I have come a long way since high school, and am amazed at the amount of personal growth one can go through in 10 years. Overall I'm so much happier and have a much better sense of self. Try as they might, nobody can mess with me. ;o)
Hello and welcome 2009!
I hereby dub you my Year of Action.
My best friend and I were talking and she feels as though she's being lazy and not living to her full potential. I would never have thought that about her, as she's always taking action to be happy and improve. Then I did a little self reflection and wondered, 'am I living to my potential? Could I do better?" Well, yes. I can do better. I can stick to an exercise schedule. I can excel in school and complete a degree. I can become a diplomat and international agent of peace. I can be more outgoing and meet more people. I can date more. I can communicate with my friends and family more. I can go to check-ups at the doctor and dentist to keep myself healthy. I can take better care of me. So this year, I am determined to take the actions necessary to live the kind of life I want to live.
Let's do this!
I hereby dub you my Year of Discovery. You get my 'Most Creative Year' award. All in all, it was a fortunate year for me - I finally have a nice stable job, made a bunch of new friends through my Buddhist practice, and discovered a new determination and confidence in myself that I didn't think I had. I have come a long way since high school, and am amazed at the amount of personal growth one can go through in 10 years. Overall I'm so much happier and have a much better sense of self. Try as they might, nobody can mess with me. ;o)
Hello and welcome 2009!
I hereby dub you my Year of Action.
My best friend and I were talking and she feels as though she's being lazy and not living to her full potential. I would never have thought that about her, as she's always taking action to be happy and improve. Then I did a little self reflection and wondered, 'am I living to my potential? Could I do better?" Well, yes. I can do better. I can stick to an exercise schedule. I can excel in school and complete a degree. I can become a diplomat and international agent of peace. I can be more outgoing and meet more people. I can date more. I can communicate with my friends and family more. I can go to check-ups at the doctor and dentist to keep myself healthy. I can take better care of me. So this year, I am determined to take the actions necessary to live the kind of life I want to live.
Let's do this!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Dear Senator Obama
We are truly blessed to have you in the United States Senate. I commend your courage and dedication to create positive change for the people of our country. A true leader takes his hat off to the people and recognizes the potential in each person. It's about time such a person (yourself) has appeared. Your campaign has been consistent and wonderfully run. I have faith that when I vote for you on November 4th that you will stay true to the words in your speeches to the best of your ability. Thank you for emerging as a light to lead the way in the darkness.
You have a profound mission that is on its way to completion. Keep on trucking and never lose hope. May you and your family be protected from harm and may your political career brightly shine.
You have a profound mission that is on its way to completion. Keep on trucking and never lose hope. May you and your family be protected from harm and may your political career brightly shine.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
life has a funny way of helping you out
This weekend has me feeling like the universe is totally messing with me. You know when you get frustrated because nothing seems to be going in your favor the way you want it? For me at the moment I'm referring to men. I am seriously amazed at what complete and utter morons they can be. Friday night I spent the night over at a friend's and we went out to a bar/lounge in Venice. All was cool and well until some guy standing near us wiped his friggen nose on my head or something. I was like "what the hell are you doing?" Then a bit later as I was walking by, some guy tried to knock the clip out of my hair. I turned around and was all "dude, what the hell?" And he came towards me as if to hug me so i pushed his hands away and walked off. I felt like I was on a playground at a grammar school where the boys pester and annoy the girls they like. I tried to dance on the dance floor but the guys were a little too touchy feely and annoying, until one guy, Robert, who just got back from the Marines, stepped in and fended off the creeps. Finally, I was able to dance normally with someone that respected my space. THAT is exactly what i'm looking for - someone that respects me and makes me feel safe.
The next day as we were heading to lunch, my sister calls and tells me she just talked to our parents and that my grandfather had passed away on wednesday. I spoke with my dad this morning and he said my grandpa was going to the store just down and accross the street from where he lives and my parents have their business. So my grandpa leaves his place and exits the front gate and walks down the street.. as he was crossing the street (somewhat jaywalking) a truck comes barreling down the road and hits him.. carries him like 30 meters, and stops right back in front of the gate. Nobody from my family was there at the time, but one of the neighbors heard something crazy outside and called my dad to come right away. They took my grandpa to the hospital where he was struggling for his life until the next morning when he officially passed away. I was thinking of staying over at my friends another night, but thought it best to be home and see my sister.
Death is a sad, but inevatable part of life.. and all I can do is remember my grandpa as the gentle sweet man he was, who would come and walk me home from elementary school in his house slippers. RIP Dragan Rujevic.. da ti sledeci zivot bude pun radosti, zdravlje, i milosti.
The next day as we were heading to lunch, my sister calls and tells me she just talked to our parents and that my grandfather had passed away on wednesday. I spoke with my dad this morning and he said my grandpa was going to the store just down and accross the street from where he lives and my parents have their business. So my grandpa leaves his place and exits the front gate and walks down the street.. as he was crossing the street (somewhat jaywalking) a truck comes barreling down the road and hits him.. carries him like 30 meters, and stops right back in front of the gate. Nobody from my family was there at the time, but one of the neighbors heard something crazy outside and called my dad to come right away. They took my grandpa to the hospital where he was struggling for his life until the next morning when he officially passed away. I was thinking of staying over at my friends another night, but thought it best to be home and see my sister.
Death is a sad, but inevatable part of life.. and all I can do is remember my grandpa as the gentle sweet man he was, who would come and walk me home from elementary school in his house slippers. RIP Dragan Rujevic.. da ti sledeci zivot bude pun radosti, zdravlje, i milosti.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
last night
So last night I went to a Parrothead party. If you know who Jimmy Buffet is, you'll know the theme was margaritas, burgers, and parrot hats. One of the partners at work hosted it so i went with my friend Rachel and one of her newer pals, Jesse. After the party we went to a restaurant/bar in Venice. Rachel and I played foosball (table soccer) with these British guys - one of them who had this crazy curly blonde wig on. We got all into it and kicked their asses the first time, but had some trouble the second game because the blonde wig wearer entered the game and was a pro or something and it was really hard to get past him or block his shots.. even so, I would say we did awesome and showed the guys that we can hold our ground. I have to say I had fun hanging out with some real cool people.
Short Obama Poem
The courageous lion takes the stage
steady and calm
carefully he speaks
like a ray of light out of the dark
he shines
steady and calm
carefully he speaks
like a ray of light out of the dark
he shines
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